Thursday, February 7, 2013

16 -- Hasta la vista





This is not a terrific photo and I dislike posting these placemarker shots, here only because I made no better images this particular day. I had thought that flying might provide some opportunities, airports to me often seem filled with striking images, but we were late and I was just wiped out. Happy to collapse in my cramped little seat and veg for the four hours it took to land in Cancun. Then the rental jeep down the coast, arriving just past sunset. Better pictures to come today -- I can already feel myself slowly unfurling from my usual clenched-ness, in the sun and warm, soft breeze and endless susurration of the sea.

We will be in a really remote part of the Yucatan, right down near the border with Belize. (Saltwater flyfishing, hoping for the grand slam of catching a tarpon, a permit and a bonefish, which Bill says make trout look positively uncautious. Or at least he is on mission; I'm pretty much just along for the adventure. A good thing, given my woeful fly casting abilities). So it's unlikely I will be able to post for awhile, but I'm going to be working on remaining mindful. While it's easy, while there is some psychic and temporal room, working on keeping photography a part of my everyday experience of the world, no matter what the day brings. And not some special treat I get to enjoy when all the planets align just right.

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14 - Upside Down on Purpose




I love this shot of Cole in the pool. Upside down on purpose - I oriented the camera that way. It reminds me of an album cover from the loosey-goosey early days of hip-hop in the 80s...

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12 - Em me Fri Eye





Been traveling constantly for a week -- my usual midweek migration between houses, then a weekend trip with my extended family, then a couple nights home, now in Mexico. Things have been a bit up in the air as a result and this, I am realizing, is where this project slips. I am seeing the value of the discipline of not only shooting every day but posting every day.  When I'm not dashing about madly in my regular life -- if I had a Latin motto, it would be "Oportet nos custodiunt pistris incedendo" (or, We must keep the shark moving forward) -- I have moments, even days, of creative energy and focus. But those come and go, as unexpected and fugitive as the February sun. 

But being in that place always feels incredibly good, and I think I now get, understand, grasp with double-clutched fists the fact that doing this project is going to make those times more present and accessible. The habit of being visually present all the time, not just when life shows me a little mercy, is one that is made. Not given.